Untitled BART Poem
Gabriel Duncan

Fuck me
Yeah, that's right
Fuck me
I don't have anything else to lose
Do I?
You should know
I gave it all to you, anyway
You kept it
You asshole
You stole it
You ran away with everything I had
My pride
My self-esteem
My happiness
That's a big one
You took it all
And now you're back
You're calling me an asshole
You tried to run my life
You want your shit back
You still have mine
I want my memories back
My words
My kisses
My hugs
I don't want to snuggle with you anymore
I want to snuggle with myself
You took that too
You painted over my blue house with white
I can still see the grey trim
Can you?
You wanted to take my virginity too
Yeah
Get nervous
You wanted to take that too
You blamed me for the break up
I fled
It was your fault
You self-centered son of a bitch
We were in the shower
Remember when we used to shower together?
You were behind me
Your cock was hard
Your cock was always hard
You found my hole
My entrance
My fortress
The only thing you hadn't had yet
You found it and you shoved
You shoved your cock in my ass
Or you tried to
There is no way a
Fat
Seven inch
Cock
Can be pushed into a
Tight
Virgin
Asshole
Especially when the recipient is not willing
I don't know what to think of that
Is it rape?
It's non-consensual
Did it hurt me?
I couldn't walk
Did you care?
No
You asshole
You giggled and continued washing yourself
You bitch
And now you're back
You still have feelings fore me
Yeah
You just want to shove your cock in my ass again
What then?
You'll take everything of yours
Because you'll have used up all of mine
You'll take it
And you'll leave
And you move on to some other weak fifteen year old
Fuck that
Fuck you
This is the only thing I have left
While not dying literally
That would kill me
I was never weak
I was blind folded
I was in love
And I trusted you
And you violated that trust to the tenth degree
You fucking self-centered son of a bitch
You fucking asshole
After you tried that
I didn't say anything
But after you left
I climbed in bed
And I held myself
No
You can't have what I have
You cannot come in my house
My home
My hole
My entrance
My fortress
Because I'm not weak
And you're not a good lier
So fuck you